(And the effect of unbroken vows that carry over into other incarnations)

So many people are talking about time, the passage of time, timelines and about how fast time is passing lately. In light of all this, I spent much of this week thinking about my personal experiences with time, and my schooling in all matters regarding the subject.

Ever since I can remember, my experience of life had been filled with ‘supernatural’, or metaphysical, experiences. I was able to see ultra terrestrial beings and angels for as long as I have memory of being alive. Because of my ability to see beyond the veil, my meditation times are filled with vivid visions and astral experiences.

When I was a young girl – one such day during a meditation session – I had a profound experience, which helped shape my belief system and how I see ‘everything’. During that particular session, I kept going deeper, until I suddenly stood in front of a person on the ‘inside. From the scene in front of me, I surmised that I had arrived in the European dark ages. I had in inner-knowing that the woman in front of me was awaiting trial for witchcraft.

The room looked like half of it was carved from stone, and the other half was built with stone. It was dark and moldy, with a small window. The window was high up – above head height of a grown person standing up straight, with metal/iron bars. In front of me, on a piece of wood turned into a seat of sorts, sat an elderly woman with wild grey hair.

I was still taking in the scene and observing all aspects of the situation, when she suddenly looked straight at me and began communicating to me telepathically. The moment she looked at me, I was filled with terror – not only because she could see me, but also because I was able to sense her darkness. The darkness flowed out of her and there was no mistaking it – she worked with very dark magic. I was scared to look her in the eyes.

I could not help but wonder how this woman, this witch who was awaiting trial during the time of the dreaded witch trials, knew I was there, could see me, and was now communicating to me. There was nothing that prepared me for the shock of this interaction that I was experiencing during deep meditation, over time and space. I was wondering how that was possible.

Just as I was deciding to end the meditation out of fear, what happened next was a moment that propelled me onto a journey of healing lifetimes of pain, hurt and trauma. I saw with my inner vision that the woman in front of me, was me. It was me in another time, having a different experience, and learning about things that prepared me for my current life. She started out as a healer, but as the town’s people needed more dark spells and control over the weather, harvest, love, revenge and so on, she became more dark herself. She began working with ever more dark energies, and became a powerful witch of which the town’s people were very scared. In the end the power she had terrified them so much that she found herself in the position where I met up with her during my meditation. She told me that she vowed to carry the energy of the witch with her in all lifetimes, in order to never be a victim again.

Because that was me in another incarnation, her vow (which remained unbroken for many other lifetimes) carried over into mine. I was still very young when I realized people were scared of me, and they didn’t always understand why. When I was seven years old, I was told that I was ‘unnatural’, and the church started punishing me. As I became an adult, the energy grew, and wherever I went people called me witch. That hurt me deeply, and however hard I tried to get away from that judgment, I was unable to.

The old woman, as if reading my mind in that moment, explained to me how time is not in reality linear. We measure it in a linear fashion, because of how our society functions. We think about time as linear, because we get up, go to work by a certain time, go home, eat and then go to bed – all more or less at the same time each day.

In reality, she explained, time is more ‘flexible’. If we look at time from the side, it looks like a straight line – linear – with a beginning point and an end point. When we look down on it from the top, we see a circle, and we imagine how time is circular and never-ending. However, time can be expanded, contracted, and jumped, because it has levels, like a spiral. So when we expand the line we saw from the side, or when we expand the circle we see from above, it becomes a spiral (or something that looks like an expanded spring or slinky). Whenever we need to exchange energy, wisdom, or strength from another aspect of us, from another lifetime, we can draw that in because time is not really linear. We are experiencing all aspects of our being in one incarnation – wherever that may be. We each do this all the time without even realizing.

After that day, I began seeing multiple lifetimes where I lived as a healer – sometimes good and sometimes not. In multiple incarnations I was burned, tortured, degraded, humiliated and mistrusted because I carried the energy of the witch that she vowed would make us strong. Only after learning about vow releasing many years later, was I able to finally rid myself of that energy, and live a life without that incredible, unfair and unnecessary judgment.

How many of us have recurring issues in our lives, not knowing where it originated from? Because of the fluidity of time – whether we understand it, or whether we believe it or not – Issues from other incarnations can cross over into this one.

I was able to go to that point in time, because of our multi-dimensionality. We exist on multiple plains at this very moment. The fact that I was taken to that specific point during meditation, helped me heal issues I struggled with at that time – which originated from another aspect of me.

I also learned from her how time works, and because of that, I have the ability to go to ancient places and ‘tune in’ to the energy around me – at whichever point in time I want to experience. By doing that, I have seen incredible things, and connected with many other-worldly beings and creatures. We can all do this, if we can understand the concept of time, and off course, if we can raise our frequency to where we need to, so we can tune in.

Our world is so much larger than what we were told.